gee, it's been sooooo long since iv'e posted-life has been well....intense, unsettling, chaotic, frenzied and very very sad. i've been unable to knit, blog, dye and spin-all the things that bring me joy. isn't that the definition of depression? i've been maintaining. but things are changing- i do see (some) light at the end of this long tunnel and hope for better and brighter days.